No need to say goodbye.

So, I've really been obsessing over this song by Regina Spektor called "The Call." It was in the Prince Caspian soundtrack, but I've yet to see the movie. She had a new album come out today and I've listened to it obsessively as well, but this song is so meaningful that I'd like to share it.

Click here to hear the song.

The instrumentals are beautiful, but what really touches me in this song (as in most songs that move me) are the lyrics. To me she's describing this developing passion for something in life that is bigger than oneself. It's a passion that I was full with while at LVR and that I'm working on finding again now. To have a "battle cry" to me means to have something to pursue and try to achieve with my whole heart. I'm attracted to people (for friendships... and otherwise I'm sure) who have a drive or passion for something in their heart. I'm not talking about career advancement or money. I'm talking about what moves you. What is it that gets you out of bed in the morning? What experiences do you want to make for yourself?

I also especially related to the end where she sings "just because they can't feel it too doesn't mean that you have to forget." It's important to give yourself permission to re-experience your awesome memories. Better to be thankful that you got to experience such things than to be bitter that they're not happening anymore.

I've decided to volunteer on my weekends. The idea of providing something for others is really important to me and I've been very selfish with my time lately. Granted, I work full time and am going to grad school... but this Summer is pretty light and I have weekends fairly open. It seems like I can always make time for the things that are important. So, that's what I'm doing. Volunteering is important and therefore I will make time for it. Altruism aside, it's also a good way to hone interests and gain clarity or insight on life goals. Also, the places I'm looking at offer me some good practice in counseling. I hope to find the niche where my joy and the world's need meet... and then make a difference that way.